Living Your End

Male, Nineteen, VictimSurvivor,
Trying to get my shit together so I decided I needed
a place to express my certain darker thoughts and feelings.

I have this wonderful person in my life who seems to care about me greatly and the only thing I can seem to do is put up a wall and keep a safe distance between us. They’re doing all that they can to ensure my happiness and have the sweetest of hearts however something is holding me back and I don’t know what it is. I want this to stop, I want this to disappear, I want to experience something special with the person without being yanked backwards by some attached wires. There has to be something I can do.. Fucking hell. 

— 1 month ago

feggotdesu:

dating me means dating my anxiety and my random spouts of depression it means dating my panic attacks at 11pm or 2 am or 5am or anytime of the day for that matter it means dating my mood swings where i get really upset over everything about me and all my insecurities and how i’m not good enough because i’m never good enough

(Source: ewpeanutbutter)

— 4 months ago with 152953 notes

nebulasresolution:

If I am ignoring you, I apologize. I become distracted and will focus on one thing a while. Sometimes I’m just emotionally overwhelmed and I have to lay down for a while. I’m not ignoring you because it’s you it’s because life is distracting and hard and so sometimes I just need to stop talking to people and sometimes I do that suddenly.

(via stuck-in-wonderland33)

— 5 months ago with 143652 notes

the-many-faults-in-our-stars:

pros of dating me

  • you can hold my hand whenever you want
  • you can cuddle with me whenever you want
  • you can kiss me whenever you want

cons of dating me

  • i get jealous easily
  • i’m sad a lot
  • i will never feel good enough for you no matter how many times you tell me i am

(via littlepreciousprincess)

— 5 months ago with 278670 notes

georgedickham:

have you ever met a person that you’re forced to mantain a level of cold civility towards but if you could you would totally punch them as hard as you could but you can’t so every second you’re forced to be around them you’re thinking of smashing their face in just so they’ll shut up

(Source: oldwomanjosie, via t-e-a-o-r-c-o-f-f-e-e)

— 5 months ago with 215742 notes